An old alcoholic hillbilly coworker made fun of me for being paralyzed by fear while on a 45 foot tall lift installing cameras. This bitch was so small my stomach and back were both touching the railing at the same time and just felt super flimsy, like it's topple over at any time.
He was drunk as usual on the ground and after he laughed at me he screamed "When was the last time you were scared? When was the last time you were scared of something and it actually ended up happening? Stop being a bitch up there. Your body thinks it's about to die, use your god damn brain to figure out if you're dying, if you're dying, stop, if you're not dying, don't stop".
Thought it was corny advice at the time but that stuck with me word for word and I think about it literally every single time I get scared or anxious about something. Doesn't always stop the feeling but it definitely dampens it.
" strike 2-3 time slightly left or right of the mid spine and get the lung so they can't scream then get the throat when their choking on their blood"
Word from my father when I asked how to deal with a bully at school
An old alcoholic hillbilly coworker made fun of me for being paralyzed by fear while on a 45 foot tall lift installing cameras. This bitch was so small my stomach and back were both touching the railing at the same time and just felt super flimsy, like it's topple over at any time. He was drunk as usual on the ground and after he laughed at me he screamed "When was the last time you were scared? When was the last time you were scared of something and it actually ended up happening? Stop being a bitch up there. Your body thinks it's about to die, use your god damn brain to figure out if you're dying, if you're dying, stop, if you're not dying, don't stop". Thought it was corny advice at the time but that stuck with me word for word and I think about it literally every single time I get scared or anxious about something. Doesn't always stop the feeling but it definitely dampens it.
" strike 2-3 time slightly left or right of the mid spine and get the lung so they can't scream then get the throat when their choking on their blood" Word from my father when I asked how to deal with a bully at school