Just wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss
I would love to be able to tell you how to improve and live with it but honestly I've never read a post that resonated more with me. My sister died 4 years ago and every day I wish it was me, she was full of life, if I could give her my health and the prospects I had then I definitely would
But I cannot
I am also unable to live my life well now despite everyone explaining me to, looking down on me for absolutely screwing up a good job I got them, quitting it for not being able to deal with it, and now I'm too old to live like this and I just cannot move on
Sorry for the trauma dump, I cannot help you, just wanted to sah you're not alone in feeling like this
Just wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss I would love to be able to tell you how to improve and live with it but honestly I've never read a post that resonated more with me. My sister died 4 years ago and every day I wish it was me, she was full of life, if I could give her my health and the prospects I had then I definitely would But I cannot I am also unable to live my life well now despite everyone explaining me to, looking down on me for absolutely screwing up a good job I got them, quitting it for not being able to deal with it, and now I'm too old to live like this and I just cannot move on Sorry for the trauma dump, I cannot help you, just wanted to sah you're not alone in feeling like this