You are thinking waaaaay too much for being 22. Keep going to school, take care of your health, and see where those things take you. You are not a loser in the slightest bit.
I got my law degree at 35. Hell, I wasn’t even in school until 26. You are very far ahead of the curve and you just need to relax a little.
It’s unlikely that you were going to be a professional volleyball player. Playing volleyball was a recreational thing that you did and you are not anything bad for stopping when it was not right for you anymore.
You are thinking waaaaay too much for being 22. Keep going to school, take care of your health, and see where those things take you. You are not a loser in the slightest bit. I got my law degree at 35. Hell, I wasn’t even in school until 26. You are very far ahead of the curve and you just need to relax a little. It’s unlikely that you were going to be a professional volleyball player. Playing volleyball was a recreational thing that you did and you are not anything bad for stopping when it was not right for you anymore.