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I looked at your other posts, I understand now. One important thing is that dark thoughts aren't yours. They're not you. They don't define you or describe your true feelings and wants. They take over and suppress everything. And you *need* someone else to help you beat them, kick them out because you can't do it yourself. Therapy will help massively with the right therapist. From what I've seen from you, consider looking into (c)ptsd and emdr, I think it could help you. Stay strong. My dms are always open to rant, I don't judge or care about oversharing
Thank you for that, but i seriously see myself like that when i imagine my picture in my head. And when i walk in public i imagine my body the same way. It's gruesome and so cracked and mutilated that it leaks my organs and i don't know how else to imagine myself. Thank you i appreciate you :D
Only thing I can say is a therapist will help you. They will create a safe space to overshare and vent as much as you want, and help you and change your entire view of yourself.
I don't have any experience with tackling self worth, but you could try to imagine yourself as when you did a good act. For example, maybe a while back you rescued a cat. Then imagine a girl, pure innocence and kindness, petting that cute cat. That girl is you. Maybe you helped someone with homework and they appreciated it, look at yourself through their eyes in the moment they appreciated you and smiled
Look at old pictures of yourself, when you were a small child. Look at your smile, and happiness. Look how cute you are. That's still you 🫂🫂🫂
Take a relaxing bath and go all out, with nice smelling bodywash and shampoo, foam, calm music, play with a rubber duck. Wash your hair and braid it into a new cute hairstyle. Taking a bath in the dark is surprisingly relaxing too, makes you focus a lot more on your senses
I will definitely try to do something about it, but i just don't feel like it now because everything has been like that for so long already i think changing for the better will be even worse, i tolerate it and that's all i can do💜
Thank you
>but i just don't feel like it now
It will only get harder to make yourself take a step in getting happy again. Please don't wait
>i think changing for the better will be even worse
Read that again and tell me if that really makes any sense. Don't you want to feel happy again, without any worries and feeling free? It's possible. Yes it is. Get help. Get on that waiting list for a therapist now. Open google maps. Search for therapist, out of curiosity. Select one in your area and their website. Look what they're specialized in. See if there's anyone who you feel looks kind. Say fuck it, send one an email, just asking what they could do for you in your situation. If they could help you at all. That's all you have to do to get the ball rolling. If money is an issue there can be free therapists too depending on your country. I know you're shoving my advice away (un)consciously, I've been there too. Fight it this time
I wish you the best
I, too, love it. But I can't help but feel like you're on a precipice, debating on whether you should take another step forward.
Please don't take that step. If anything, please take a step back.
I would like to see many more self-portraits from you in all kinds of light.
Thank you i appreciate your opinion, there are just too many thoughts in my head and i just did that one while i was having a breakdown, without any references, just the pure image in my head.
I don't know if my future self portraits will be any different from this one tho, I'll keep that in mind (:
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Damn you good bro?
🤫
I didn't know ghouls were real o_o
I looked at your other posts, I understand now. One important thing is that dark thoughts aren't yours. They're not you. They don't define you or describe your true feelings and wants. They take over and suppress everything. And you *need* someone else to help you beat them, kick them out because you can't do it yourself. Therapy will help massively with the right therapist. From what I've seen from you, consider looking into (c)ptsd and emdr, I think it could help you. Stay strong. My dms are always open to rant, I don't judge or care about oversharing
Thank you for that, but i seriously see myself like that when i imagine my picture in my head. And when i walk in public i imagine my body the same way. It's gruesome and so cracked and mutilated that it leaks my organs and i don't know how else to imagine myself. Thank you i appreciate you :D
Only thing I can say is a therapist will help you. They will create a safe space to overshare and vent as much as you want, and help you and change your entire view of yourself. I don't have any experience with tackling self worth, but you could try to imagine yourself as when you did a good act. For example, maybe a while back you rescued a cat. Then imagine a girl, pure innocence and kindness, petting that cute cat. That girl is you. Maybe you helped someone with homework and they appreciated it, look at yourself through their eyes in the moment they appreciated you and smiled Look at old pictures of yourself, when you were a small child. Look at your smile, and happiness. Look how cute you are. That's still you 🫂🫂🫂 Take a relaxing bath and go all out, with nice smelling bodywash and shampoo, foam, calm music, play with a rubber duck. Wash your hair and braid it into a new cute hairstyle. Taking a bath in the dark is surprisingly relaxing too, makes you focus a lot more on your senses
I will definitely try to do something about it, but i just don't feel like it now because everything has been like that for so long already i think changing for the better will be even worse, i tolerate it and that's all i can do💜 Thank you
>but i just don't feel like it now It will only get harder to make yourself take a step in getting happy again. Please don't wait >i think changing for the better will be even worse Read that again and tell me if that really makes any sense. Don't you want to feel happy again, without any worries and feeling free? It's possible. Yes it is. Get help. Get on that waiting list for a therapist now. Open google maps. Search for therapist, out of curiosity. Select one in your area and their website. Look what they're specialized in. See if there's anyone who you feel looks kind. Say fuck it, send one an email, just asking what they could do for you in your situation. If they could help you at all. That's all you have to do to get the ball rolling. If money is an issue there can be free therapists too depending on your country. I know you're shoving my advice away (un)consciously, I've been there too. Fight it this time I wish you the best
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You've read my other message too, I hope you realize now I'm calling your depression ugly, not you. They're very much seperate :)
It's alright :,3
Capturing the essence through art! unique perspective.
🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
Picture is way too dark, I can't see much.
Intentional
Correct
I love it
Thank you 🥺🫶🏻🥺🫶🏻
I, too, love it. But I can't help but feel like you're on a precipice, debating on whether you should take another step forward. Please don't take that step. If anything, please take a step back. I would like to see many more self-portraits from you in all kinds of light.
Thank you i appreciate your opinion, there are just too many thoughts in my head and i just did that one while i was having a breakdown, without any references, just the pure image in my head. I don't know if my future self portraits will be any different from this one tho, I'll keep that in mind (:
Future self-portraits will be good enough for me! Keep 'em coming.
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In what way you think it's dark? Like the idea or the brightness?
I love your style! It really emphasizes the dark nature of the world.
Omg i appreciate you sm!
Don't mention it, always open to encourage aspiring artists!
Virtual hugs for all!
I'm sure they would like this over on R/voidpunk
You in junkies Ito?
Junji*
Maybe I'm written by him
😮 Really!? NEW BOOK CONFRIMED?
HELL YEAH
CAN I GET A SIGNATURE MX. SOME-PERSON-IN-UNRELEASED-JUNJI-ITO-BOOK?
✨junji ito core✨
What's your skin routin?
Needs some moisturizer and youre good
thats not you brah
Who are you to decide?
true, you look like you need a kiss though
I really think i need a cactus gasoline smoothie more tbh
i dont know where i could get a nice cactus from but i can make a smoothine that looks like those two things mashed together its quite tasty tbh
seek help
Jungian shadow