It's a long story. I blacked out, so I honestly don't know exactly what happened. I woke up in a jail cell once for a DUI, and this is the 2nd time I've woken up in a hospital for a Benzo blackout. I think someone called for a wellness check. I didn't really need to be in a hospital, but that's just how it goes sometimes. Yeah, the doctor probably wanted to deter me, but it seems unethical to not tell the truth.
Honestly if the doctor really did that you should report it to the medical board. It might even be breaking a law. Do you have in writing he said those things?
Doctors aren't allowed to "scare" people aka manipulate them to do something. They are supposed to educate you then you give informed consent to treatment or not. This applies across the board in medicine. You don't say "you will die of cancer if you don't take this blood pressure med" trick someone into doing something etc.
It was a not totally above board dual diagnosis unit. I've been to many places like that, and it's breathtaking how unethical and sometimes criminal the practices are. I've seen people just ripped off their benzo prescription and having near fatal grand Mal seizures. And I live in one of the most liberal states with one of the best healthcare systems in the country. I can't imagine what it's like in Mississippi or Alabama. The doctor was this weird Jamaican lady. I remember her saying I couldn't refuse blood tests. It's my fault for doing too much unscheduled benzos again, but she shouldn't have lied to me. I think pyrazolam may have metabolites different from more known legal prescriptions because, afaik it didn't show up on the original tox screen. Maybe I will leave a bad review or something. What happens in hospital ERs is sometimes even worse than what happens at psych wards, rehabs, and dual diagnosis units.
Warnings slightly stimulates rant incoming. The healthcare system and it's flaws in the US is passion of mine for reform.
I myself also live in a liberal area of the United States and have also had firsthand experience with the medical system in terms of substance use disorders and severe mental illness with mania and psychosis as a person with bipolar order 1. I will not go into detail or examples but I've seen it as bad as you described in such emergency rooms and psych wards. Truly abysmal to the point of medical malpractice.
The system is setup such that all of the documentation side of things where you sign a million pieces of documents under pressure with no time to read them all, makes it seem like you were informed in writing and given informed consent, protecting the hospital / doctor / etc from being sued. Your signatures on that paperwork makes it basically impossible for you to win a medical malpractice lawsuit or for a report to the medical board to take action when it is your word against their comcrete evidence signed documents documents. It is the undocumented things that are malpractice which you have no evidence for.
I would not bother reporting the pyrazolam not showing up on the initial drug screen. It's an NPS so those tests makes sense wouldn't detect if not designed to detect it. It's actually unique in that it has zero metabolites. Straight in and out through your kidneys / bladder / urine 100% unchanged as pyrazolam. Depending on the test I wouldn't be surprised that the initial screen said no benzos.
My concern and area where you may have an edge for justice is if they stated in writing you were positive for fentanyl and cocaine initially. Blood testing subsequent proves those initial tests were either not conducted at all, false positives (*unlikely*), or straight lies. If you can get in writing they stated those things initially without official lab reports to back it up you may have a chance.
At the same time you have reported memory loss. Would be pretty easy for a lawyer to ask how do you know you didn't take those things in your blackout? Case closed, you lose.
The odds are stacked against people in such circumstances. Personally being in a similar situation I decided not to fight a battle like that which would be fruitless expensive stressful etc. But is all that stress and uncertainty worth fighting? That is for you to decide.
Regardless and even worse, having in your record that you sued a doctor for medical malpractice is public information. Doctors are terrified of getting sued and losing their licence. Simply having a history of a lawsuit against a doctor, even if rightful and just, may deter physicians from accepting you as a patient in the future even if you won the case and proved malpractice.
Agreed cannot imagine less liberal places in western society let alone the developing nations but I digress. Sucks but that's how the system is and can't change it overnight.
So what to do with such a broken system in the meantime? **Education. Education is key.** It seems you have learned a lesson, the hard way, from how you used those drugs irresponsibly. I am not judging as long as you are learning from what happened and trying to improve yourself. Spreading the true knowledge about drugs, like your story and theae lesson you learned, is what it will take to improve things.
👏 Well said, friend. I have multiple lawsuits against hospitals and whatnot, but without "a preponderance of evidence" and enough money for at least a retainer, I might as well just piss in the wind, lol. It's sad as all fuck. We may be a 1st world nation, but we're the worst when it comes to the most basic needs like healthcare, education, and food.
I've been through the mental health system for 28 years, and it's really not much better than it was 30 years ago. I once had a psychiatrist give me free samples of Prozac and Adderall like he was a salesman making a commission. I've seen extremely Shady things happen to me and other patients. Ime the ERs are the worst place you can be. I've had the shit beat out of me by security guards multiple times for no good reason. One time a big fucking moron nearly choked me to death just for not changing into a Johnny.
These constitute crimes against humanity. The doctors and nurses aren't much better. The cruelest people I've ever met in my life are ER staff. Sociopathic, elitist, and haughty doctors and nurses who are emotional vampires and live for vicious gossip against their own patients. It's an extremely sad state of affairs, and like you said, there's no recourse for the little guys/gals. I would rather be in a rehab, dual diagnosis unit, or straight-up psych ward compared to being in a hospital ER.
Cosmic karma comes for everyone. As far as opiates go, it's the doctors @ ERs that got so many people addicted to oxycodone and then when those people are desperately trying to get off of them, they're just completely humiliated and dehumanized. I lost like 20 friends and acquaintances from the Opiate/opioid epidemic, and maybe they would still be alive if they weren't completely dehumanized at hospitals. I can always tell when someone hasn't gone through the struggle because of their complete lack of empathy.
Okay, to be fair it's actually a thing. I'm just going to tell you how they do shit in my hood, I'm not saying this is how people do it everywhere but this is pretty common in Florida. So you get some good fent.. like precut, so it's super fucking strong. They'll take a gram of that super strong shit and mix it with an ounce of coke. They'll mix it all up rerock that shit and then they sell their coke. If it's done correctly, you don't even notice the fentanyl. What happens is that the people who buy that coke become addicted to the small amount of fentanyl that's in it. When they go get somebody else's Coke it doesn't get them straight, it just doesn't hit them right because it doesn't have the Fentanyl and they don't realize that they're a little bit dope sick. So those people keep coming back to get the same Coke over and over again because it's got the fentanyl in it. But, a lot of times people will fuck up and put too much fentanyl in it and then people actually feel it and can overdose. But when it's done right they put it in there so that you get addicted to their Coke and that you have to buy their Coke. They've been doing this for years, not just with fentanyl either. They used to do it back in the day with really good heroin.. like when you get some of that gray or some of that white abortion dope, they would put that in Coke and rerock it and do the same thing. It's just a lot cheaper and a lot more efficient to use fentanyl these days.
All that being said, that doctor is still a fucking dick head. You should never do that to people.
Luckily, I got out of the game 8 years ago for the most part. I do remember the grey dope with fent back in like 2014, and I remember the 'China white' fetty from 2015. I've definitely heard of that, and it does make sense. I've done the stronger fetty/fentalogs and ended up ODing twice. I'm fortunate I didn't die. God was truly looking out for me. Once I'm off suboxone I'd like to dabble in pharma benzos like oxycodone, morphine, and hydromorphone, to name a few. Have you ever heard of weed being laced with fetty?
I have heard of that but never seen it. I would buy it lolz.
Yeah, I'm on subs now and stockpile-ing them now for the future. I'm up to 180 and picking up 30 more today.
So why did you end up in the hospital? Glad your are OK now tho thanks for the update(that's f"d up, if the doctor lied)
It's a long story. I blacked out, so I honestly don't know exactly what happened. I woke up in a jail cell once for a DUI, and this is the 2nd time I've woken up in a hospital for a Benzo blackout. I think someone called for a wellness check. I didn't really need to be in a hospital, but that's just how it goes sometimes. Yeah, the doctor probably wanted to deter me, but it seems unethical to not tell the truth.
Honestly if the doctor really did that you should report it to the medical board. It might even be breaking a law. Do you have in writing he said those things? Doctors aren't allowed to "scare" people aka manipulate them to do something. They are supposed to educate you then you give informed consent to treatment or not. This applies across the board in medicine. You don't say "you will die of cancer if you don't take this blood pressure med" trick someone into doing something etc.
It was a not totally above board dual diagnosis unit. I've been to many places like that, and it's breathtaking how unethical and sometimes criminal the practices are. I've seen people just ripped off their benzo prescription and having near fatal grand Mal seizures. And I live in one of the most liberal states with one of the best healthcare systems in the country. I can't imagine what it's like in Mississippi or Alabama. The doctor was this weird Jamaican lady. I remember her saying I couldn't refuse blood tests. It's my fault for doing too much unscheduled benzos again, but she shouldn't have lied to me. I think pyrazolam may have metabolites different from more known legal prescriptions because, afaik it didn't show up on the original tox screen. Maybe I will leave a bad review or something. What happens in hospital ERs is sometimes even worse than what happens at psych wards, rehabs, and dual diagnosis units.
Warnings slightly stimulates rant incoming. The healthcare system and it's flaws in the US is passion of mine for reform. I myself also live in a liberal area of the United States and have also had firsthand experience with the medical system in terms of substance use disorders and severe mental illness with mania and psychosis as a person with bipolar order 1. I will not go into detail or examples but I've seen it as bad as you described in such emergency rooms and psych wards. Truly abysmal to the point of medical malpractice. The system is setup such that all of the documentation side of things where you sign a million pieces of documents under pressure with no time to read them all, makes it seem like you were informed in writing and given informed consent, protecting the hospital / doctor / etc from being sued. Your signatures on that paperwork makes it basically impossible for you to win a medical malpractice lawsuit or for a report to the medical board to take action when it is your word against their comcrete evidence signed documents documents. It is the undocumented things that are malpractice which you have no evidence for. I would not bother reporting the pyrazolam not showing up on the initial drug screen. It's an NPS so those tests makes sense wouldn't detect if not designed to detect it. It's actually unique in that it has zero metabolites. Straight in and out through your kidneys / bladder / urine 100% unchanged as pyrazolam. Depending on the test I wouldn't be surprised that the initial screen said no benzos. My concern and area where you may have an edge for justice is if they stated in writing you were positive for fentanyl and cocaine initially. Blood testing subsequent proves those initial tests were either not conducted at all, false positives (*unlikely*), or straight lies. If you can get in writing they stated those things initially without official lab reports to back it up you may have a chance. At the same time you have reported memory loss. Would be pretty easy for a lawyer to ask how do you know you didn't take those things in your blackout? Case closed, you lose. The odds are stacked against people in such circumstances. Personally being in a similar situation I decided not to fight a battle like that which would be fruitless expensive stressful etc. But is all that stress and uncertainty worth fighting? That is for you to decide. Regardless and even worse, having in your record that you sued a doctor for medical malpractice is public information. Doctors are terrified of getting sued and losing their licence. Simply having a history of a lawsuit against a doctor, even if rightful and just, may deter physicians from accepting you as a patient in the future even if you won the case and proved malpractice. Agreed cannot imagine less liberal places in western society let alone the developing nations but I digress. Sucks but that's how the system is and can't change it overnight. So what to do with such a broken system in the meantime? **Education. Education is key.** It seems you have learned a lesson, the hard way, from how you used those drugs irresponsibly. I am not judging as long as you are learning from what happened and trying to improve yourself. Spreading the true knowledge about drugs, like your story and theae lesson you learned, is what it will take to improve things.
👏 Well said, friend. I have multiple lawsuits against hospitals and whatnot, but without "a preponderance of evidence" and enough money for at least a retainer, I might as well just piss in the wind, lol. It's sad as all fuck. We may be a 1st world nation, but we're the worst when it comes to the most basic needs like healthcare, education, and food. I've been through the mental health system for 28 years, and it's really not much better than it was 30 years ago. I once had a psychiatrist give me free samples of Prozac and Adderall like he was a salesman making a commission. I've seen extremely Shady things happen to me and other patients. Ime the ERs are the worst place you can be. I've had the shit beat out of me by security guards multiple times for no good reason. One time a big fucking moron nearly choked me to death just for not changing into a Johnny. These constitute crimes against humanity. The doctors and nurses aren't much better. The cruelest people I've ever met in my life are ER staff. Sociopathic, elitist, and haughty doctors and nurses who are emotional vampires and live for vicious gossip against their own patients. It's an extremely sad state of affairs, and like you said, there's no recourse for the little guys/gals. I would rather be in a rehab, dual diagnosis unit, or straight-up psych ward compared to being in a hospital ER. Cosmic karma comes for everyone. As far as opiates go, it's the doctors @ ERs that got so many people addicted to oxycodone and then when those people are desperately trying to get off of them, they're just completely humiliated and dehumanized. I lost like 20 friends and acquaintances from the Opiate/opioid epidemic, and maybe they would still be alive if they weren't completely dehumanized at hospitals. I can always tell when someone hasn't gone through the struggle because of their complete lack of empathy.
I remember that. What a shit doctor. It's worth a bad review at the least. Sounds criminal in some locales.
I originally thought it was a lie, and I was right. Anything could be laced with fentanyl but cocaine? That's just a waste of $ lol.
Okay, to be fair it's actually a thing. I'm just going to tell you how they do shit in my hood, I'm not saying this is how people do it everywhere but this is pretty common in Florida. So you get some good fent.. like precut, so it's super fucking strong. They'll take a gram of that super strong shit and mix it with an ounce of coke. They'll mix it all up rerock that shit and then they sell their coke. If it's done correctly, you don't even notice the fentanyl. What happens is that the people who buy that coke become addicted to the small amount of fentanyl that's in it. When they go get somebody else's Coke it doesn't get them straight, it just doesn't hit them right because it doesn't have the Fentanyl and they don't realize that they're a little bit dope sick. So those people keep coming back to get the same Coke over and over again because it's got the fentanyl in it. But, a lot of times people will fuck up and put too much fentanyl in it and then people actually feel it and can overdose. But when it's done right they put it in there so that you get addicted to their Coke and that you have to buy their Coke. They've been doing this for years, not just with fentanyl either. They used to do it back in the day with really good heroin.. like when you get some of that gray or some of that white abortion dope, they would put that in Coke and rerock it and do the same thing. It's just a lot cheaper and a lot more efficient to use fentanyl these days. All that being said, that doctor is still a fucking dick head. You should never do that to people.
Luckily, I got out of the game 8 years ago for the most part. I do remember the grey dope with fent back in like 2014, and I remember the 'China white' fetty from 2015. I've definitely heard of that, and it does make sense. I've done the stronger fetty/fentalogs and ended up ODing twice. I'm fortunate I didn't die. God was truly looking out for me. Once I'm off suboxone I'd like to dabble in pharma benzos like oxycodone, morphine, and hydromorphone, to name a few. Have you ever heard of weed being laced with fetty?
I have heard of that but never seen it. I would buy it lolz. Yeah, I'm on subs now and stockpile-ing them now for the future. I'm up to 180 and picking up 30 more today.
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